Throughout His ministry, Jesus never had a proper place to rest His head. It wasn't something that bothered Him as he walked from place to place, seeking out the lost and hurting people that needed healing. The reason it never bothered Him was because His ministry was never about Himself. Jesus did not come walking out of the wilderness after a 40 day fast and read the words, "The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon Me, Because the LORD has anointed Me To preach good tidings to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, To proclaim liberty to the captives, And the opening of the prison to those who are bound;", all so He could gain wealth and make Himself more comfortable in this life. Everything He did was for the purpose of helping others.
Too often we get sideswiped with the idea that if we serve God we won't have to struggle or go through trials. Then, the first time we encounter just a little bit of opposition in our Christian walk we want to throw up our hands and walk away from the whole Christian thing. the truth is that whether we are saved or not, our fleshly bodies are always after comfort. Most of our lives are spent finding and indulging in those things that make us feel cozy and satisfied. This is exactly what our flesh wants us to do.
Jam 1:14 - But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed.
The desires that James talks about in the verse above come from our flesh. Our bodies are how we interact with the world around us and if we aren't careful we can find ourselves cruising on autopilot allowing the vessel, our bodies, to control the path where we are going. Our bodies don't look for the chances and opportunities to fill the needs of others. Our bodies look for the chances and opportunities to fill it's own wants and desires. When we allow our bodies to control us, we end up stuck in a circular pattern of selfish fulfillment. The bible says that sin is pleasurable for a season. The things of this world will feel good for a little while but when the season ends, the pleasure is gone. So, we go back to those things that made us feel good but this time we need more of them to get that same feeling we got the first time. More drugs, more alcohol, more sex, more money, more attention...
What can we do about it? How can we avoid this trap of selfishness and truly live out lives of selfless giving?
Let's look again to Jesus. He never rested his head properly until the moment He leaned it back against the cross and cried out, "IT IS FINISHED". We will never find true rest and comfort in this life until we give ourselves fully unto God and He crucifies us with Christ. We must experience the cross.
This isn't a one time deal either. Read what Paul had to say about the cross.
1Cr 15:31 - I protest, brothers, by my pride in you, which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die every day!
Every day Paul died to his will and his pride. His body was always trying to take control and set him back on autopilot but he made the decision everyday to follow after Jesus instead. The question is, when was the last time we died? When was the last time we took up our crosses and followed after Jesus? Was it last month? Maybe a year ago?
Perhaps you save it all up and die once a week. Every Sunday morning you go to church and lay yourself out before God and say, "Nail me to the cross". Is that what this is all about? Going to a building once a week to get what we need from God?
I don't think so. Read what Paul wrote in the book of Romans.
Rom 6:4 - For we died and were buried with Christ by baptism. And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives.
We not only take part in the death of Jesus but we also take part in His resurrection! We are alive in Jesus! Let's not walk in this new life just once a week. Let's walk in it everyday. Paul said that everyday he died to himself. If we only lay down our lives on Sunday, then Sunday is the only day we walk in this new life. However, if we die daily like Paul did, then we are resurrected daily.
Lord, I pray that we all experience a fresh baptism of the Holy spirit every morning and that we give our lives up to you. Father, nail our old selves to the cross of Christ and allow us to take part in His glorious resurrection. Make us new every morning so that we can all be vessels for Your glory and honor. In Jesus precious name we pray, AMEN!